I have decided to finally admit defeat on the film. I emailed the people concerned today to inform them it wasn't working out and to apologise for wasting their time, and to be honest, they took it pretty graciously, given how much I've dicked them around!
But although I almost immediately started thinking that I might have made a mistake, I don't think I have.
Sometimes things come together and sometimes they don't and to be honest the whole thing was making me miserable.
And the good news is that I am now on holiday. There's a few bits and bobs I have to do for the book and I have to check the final draft, but otherwise I am taking the month of August off.
I can't wait. It's been a long time since I have had time to myself.
Not that I'm going to do anything too exciting. I'm thinking of reading and watching DVDs and probably doing a bit of UK based travelling.
I suspect that the more I relax, the less amusing my warming up entries will become (but I will keep it going. I don't count it as work).
31 days of no cocks, no boxes and nothing to worry my overworked brain.
That's the plan.
Let's see how it pans out.
